My never forever….
Everything I dreamt of without a doubt
Sending me beautiful messages, he was all I could reminisce about
Spoken words of affirmation that lifted my spirits and had me on cloud nine
But then I saw him for who he really was, it was all a lie
I fought and I fought to let him go
But I could not endure the pain bestowed
Silent tears I cry while lying in bed
Thoughts of him dancing in my head
Asking myself should I stay or should I go
I can’t take it no more
Can I survive being alone
Left with uncertainty and the unknown
But once again he draws me in
Something about him that fills me within
I loved him from the start
He will always have a special place in my heart
But he is not the same today as he was yesterday
He didn’t love me the way he portrayed
I know I shouldn’t have stayed
But I was too afraid to walk away from him, causing me to feel blue
Even though I knew his love was untrue
Finally, I see
That walking away is the best for me
Never will I forget the way he made me feel
Going back to what I know is real
Taking back with me my time, I knew he never was or will be mine
My never forever….
Unapologetically Mani 